it's more than okay to believe

you have a purpose, a calling...

it's the truth.

you already know.

you never kno when it's gonna be forever

or next. or sometime.

1. never kno who you see if you do this thing you were supposed to do a LONG time ago
2. never kno if that will matter
3. i should really be sleep so... my thoughts are all... spacey
4. if you hadn't of done that, your life wouldn't be like this
5. how much does the difference btw the what happened & the what you would've continued if it hadn't
6. too sleepy for specifics
7. so i'll get to the point. i
8. i just
9. i just spend so much
10. most of my life, trying to be
11. at the right place, at the right time
12. but without knowing it
13. without forcing it, but encouraging it
14. by thinking abt the boldest, biggest me i can be
14a. oh yeah, sometimes i know where i need to be & i stay stuck for lack of... well, cause i be trippin
15.  but, one day, it'll all make sense
16. maybe years will make sense
17. and change
18. in the meantime, do the things that stir me, no matter where they lead me
19. the lesson is there, all up in there... hurtin & happyin & angerin & numbin & the breakin' out
20. i'm schleepy.
21. night night.
22. i'm talkin 'bout all the [unh] i love.

i like dis!

once again, Pandora puttin me down with somethin fly :)

and no, I don't think I'm slick. I feel like I haven't written a blog entry in forever so I shall get to it soon.

currently wondering how long before i go crazy having to take this view, sun & sky in alone.

in other words, iin't it beautiful? i'll get to see the sunrise & sunset from right here. i feel blessed. more pictures are a pretty surefire definitely maybe in the future. mmhm.

i'm tryin to figure out how i've gone so long w/o knowing abt (which is to say, listening to) Bjork

okay, so i was just gonna leave it at the video but i have to share the thoughts circling around in my head.


1. wait, why is this robot so life like?
2. why does she have eyelashes? yes!
3. why is this so beautiful?
4. wait, there's another robot?
5. wait, are these robot lesbians?
6. why does this kiss look so real?
7. why does Bjork go so hard?
8. damn, these lyrics! wow. 
9. if these two songs were the best and the only good songs she had i would be satisfied, but i know that's not true. i know there's more and that knowing goes somewhere deeper than excited, that's like vibrating around the edges of my heart right now.
10. i love when people like this appear in my life. 
11. she's so weird. it's so beautiful. 

this got my mom & grandmom dancin' in the kitchen this mornin'

which made me very happy. felt blessed this is one of the memories i get to take with me as i leave today.