Thursday, March 4, 2010

revisit, renaissance

i'm oh dee late, taking it back 2 yrs but
Q-Tip's The Renaissance is where it's at. I just bought it today. I've had a tendency not to know what's going on in current music since I've been at college (maybe 'cause i don't listen to the radio?) unless someone tells me. No one told me about this. Shame on you! (and shame on me, i guess) Glad I'm staying in the loop through blogs/internet now.

youtube so mo' and then buy it. come on, you know Q-tip from ATCQ. has he ever disappointed you?

unrelated but this is my jawn. some more Raphael Saadiq, and D'Angelo is on The Renaissance too.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

just when i thought it might not have been possible,

i've found a new thing to be afraid of. goodness me, i'm good. i really need to find a new skill/sick subconscious hobby. but i recognized it as soon as the thought formed, so i'm gonna start working on it now. though, it's one of those things i can't really control or detect without a couple years of living and mistakes, or not mistakes. aren't those the best fears?

annnnyyywho. i plan to wake up tomorrow. find some "cut that fear out" music and start afresh. maybe i should do that before going to sleep, but maybe i'll dream process it. we (I) shall see. mmhm. night night.

wait wait. i just realized... it's not new. i just remembered it, though I had buried it for lack of reason to fear. timing. the potential of missing my blessing. ill-directed and ill-spent focus and emotion  and lack of ability to find a balance. yeah, that's an oldie but a goodie.