random rationale (i found in my notepad for class) for why i'll probably end up with a musician (or whatever)

haha. i'm not completely invested in that outcome btdubbs.

but it goes like this:


i assume a musician knows
               about
time      timing      finesse     feeling into action     letting go
pressure     control     patience     action out of feeling     seeking and finding     digging into (it)
what sounds right/what doesn't     discipline     when & where he enters & exits     climbing out of (it) or huh?
support(harmony)     stepping front & center(melody)     moving     stopping     arrangements
                                              heart and soul and spirit and black things.


... and this is what my notebooks look like, with the occasional scribblings of notes for class.

i'm tryin to figure out how i've gone so long w/o knowing abt (which is to say, listening to) Bjork

okay, so i was just gonna leave it at the video but i have to share the thoughts circling around in my head.


1. wait, why is this robot so life like?
2. why does she have eyelashes? yes!
3. why is this so beautiful?
4. wait, there's another robot?
5. wait, are these robot lesbians?
6. why does this kiss look so real?
7. why does Bjork go so hard?
8. damn, these lyrics! wow. 
9. if these two songs were the best and the only good songs she had i would be satisfied, but i know that's not true. i know there's more and that knowing goes somewhere deeper than excited, that's like vibrating around the edges of my heart right now.
10. i love when people like this appear in my life. 
11. she's so weird. it's so beautiful. 

woke up singing this this morning